how i look on the outside
is not how i feel inside
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Try Hard · Nandi Bushell
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Letra
Verse 1
Learn how to smile for the camera
Feeling so insecure
How I look on the outside
Is not how I feel inside
Pre Chorus
Why do I feel so empty?
I have nothing left to give
Chorus
I'm losing myself to these feelings of darkness
When I scream so loud, nobody can hear
'Cause I'm feeling so lost, need something to fight for
I'm screaming so loud, can nobody hear?
Verse 2
Try so hard to be someone
Someone who isn't me
Wish you would ask how I'm feeling
But you don't have time for me
Pre Chorus
How do I take this mask off
And show who I really am?
Chorus
I'm losing myself to these feelings of darkness
When I scream, nobody can hear
'Cause I'm feeling so lost, need something to fight for
I'm screaming so loud, can nobody hear?
Outro
Can nobody hear?
I'm screaming so loud
Can nobody hear?
Créditos
- Composición y arreglos de
- Nandi Bushell
- Voz, batería, guitarra, bajo, piano
- Nandi Bushell
- Producido por
- David Bottrill
- Grabado en
- Old Jet Studio, Rendlesham, Suffolk
- Ingeniería de
- Thomas Hough
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Made byevery note, her own
Written, arranged and performed by
Nandi Bushell, 16
Every song here started with Nandi: the words, the melodies, the arrangements and the playing. Sixteen years old, two years of writing and recording, and a lifetime of practice behind it.
Produced by
David Bottrill
Three-time Grammy-winning producer and mixer. His records include Tool's Lateralus, Muse's “Plug In Baby” and “New Born”, and work with Peter Gabriel, Smashing Pumpkins, Silverchair, Rush and Dream Theater.
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hi, it's me.
I've spent the last year writing about the stuff nobody says out loud. Feeling invisible at school. Smiling when you're not okay. Wanting someone to just ask how you are.
I'm not the kid behind the drum kit anymore. These songs are the most honest thing I've made. Listen with the lights off, and tell me which one is yours.
— Nandi